[HyukMin|KyuMin|HyukHae] Rollercoaster Of Emotions

The night was beautiful, perfect for an outing, the atmosphere in the restaurant was rather good or that was Sungmin thought. It was very quiet, pretty unusual when the tree Lees were together. But that didn't care because passing more time with his dongsaengs were more important.

-Sungminnie-ah, you have something on your cheek- Hyukjae said while he cleaned Sungmin's mouth. He smiled at Hyukjae back, he was always like that with him, always so sweet and that made Sungmin very happy to have a person like him by his side. He looked at Kyunhyun and smiled at him too.

The time was passing camly until Hyukjae broke the ice-Yah, I thought... you two had something going on...? You're sitting apart.- Sungmin almost choke with his food for the impression. He cough a little, drinking his juice, traying to catch his air again.

He hit Hyukjae's shoulder - Don't you just come with something like that all of a sudden Hyukjae!- He said a bit annoyed and looking at those two, noticing that what Hyukjae said was true. - Besides, we are in a public place, they're just being discreet...right? - he asked inocently to Kyunhyun and Donghae who were very quiet since they got to the restaurant.

[no inspiration at all ToT...ni sikiera buske el dicc para ke me ayudara ]... [kedo feisimo y las palabras estan kks (?)]

So they got ready for going out. Their destiny: one of the best restaurants in the city. They arrived there talking nonsenses that made them laugh. Even though everyone looked into the conversation, Kyuhyun was really out, still thinking about Donghae and the proposition that made to Leeteuk hours ago.

They chosed the best location, and ask for the dishes. Minutes later they started eating.

Kyuhyun saw all the caring Hyukjae had for Sungmin and all he could do was smiling while he was seeing how Hyukkie was cleaning Sungmin's mouth


---flashback---

- Hey!!! you look like a 'lil pig!!

- Kyuhyun ah~ ..why you say so?

- Ok... We're both eating ice cream.. right? when we eat we do it with the mouth, right?.. so.. why it seems like you're eating with your nose and eyes too? - Asked cleaning his face while laughing.


---end of flashback---


Something, a voice took him away from his thoughts. A question, maybe innocent, maybe with a mean intention behind...

- I thought... you two had something going on...? You're sitting apart - Hyukjae looked up at the both of them while Kyuhyun felt like dying at that moment.

He looked at everyone in the table, specially at Donghae who was looking at him and then at the ground.

- Guys... would you pardon me? - Said all nervous - I..have... to go to the bathroom for a .. minute - His voice got all weak - I'll be right back, I promise.

Kyuhyun got up quickly and left the place and almost running got to the bathroom and started crying

The night came and the beginning of the dinner passed calmly, though he had been kept silent most of the time, observing the actions of the others, seeing that KyuHyun was like him.

-Sungminnie-ah, you have something on your cheek-

He turned his sight to HyukJae and SungMin, feeling a few enormous jealousies on having seen that scene, and looking at his plate not to attend that one.

-Yah, I thought... you two had something going on...? You're sitting apart.-

He raised the head looking at confused Hyukjae, turning his sight to KyuHyun.

- Don't you just come with something like that all of a sudden Hyukjae! Besides, we are in a public place, they're just being discreet...right? -

DongHae smiled resigned agreing slightly when he listened to KyuHyun to get up.

- Guys... would you pardon me? I..have... to go to the bathroom for a .. minute. I'll be right back, I promise.

He looked at it in a few seconds until he disappeared of his sight, looking at both boys opposite to him. They were looking at him confused.

- Don't worry... He is... nervous. It's nothing -he smiled trying to take importance from to the happened-

He was feeling annoyed and guilty for KyuHyun, without to knowing that to do now.

Don't you just come with something like that all of a sudden Hyukjae! Besides, we are in a public place, they're just being discreet...right?

Hyukjae was rubbing his shoulder - Sungmin could hit really hard sometimes. He frowned, but tried not to show it as his eyes went to Kyuhyun and back to Donghae. Did he hit a soft spot? He didn't know whether to feel bad or pleased, because he wanted to keep Kyuhyun away from Sungmin, but not hurt him. I guess saying what he said gave away the fact that Kyuhyun and Donghae weren't together anymore. Something must have happened - he had a feeling, just didn't know it was true.

He looked at Kyuhyun since he had broken the silence again.

Guys... would you pardon me? I..have... to go to the bathroom for a .. minute. I'll be right back, I promise.

At those words, Hyukjae couldn't help but feel like a knife had just pierced his heart. He felt guilty then for saying something he shouldn't have. He stared down at his half-eaten meal and he could feel Sungmin leave his side to go after Kyuhyun. He felt another pang in his heart.

Don't worry... He is... nervous. It's nothing. He heard Donghae say a minute later and Hyukjae bit his lip and nodded slightly.

-It's my fault. I shouldn't have opened my big mouth. Sorry about that, Donghae...- He was still staring at his plate and his hand was clutching his shirt tightly from underneath the table. He looked like a small child has just broken a vase.

Guys... would you pardon me? I..have... to go to the bathroom for a .. minute. I'll be right back, I promise.

He saw Kyunhyun apologized and almost running to the bathroom and he felt that something was not right, he hesitated before raising from the table and heading over to the bathroom to look for Kyunhyun. When he got there, he opened the door cautiously and peered inside looking for the younger one, finding him leaning over the washbasin.

He saw the younger's body shivering slightly -Kyunhyun ah?- he called him, but Sungmin got no answer, he got near to Kyunhyun and embraced him tightly. -Kyu look at me- Sungmin said trying to make Kyunhyun to face him and he did. The taller one couldn't hold the other's gaze and he leaned to hide himself on Sungmin's chest.

-So by the look of this, Hyukjae was right- he said, caressing the baby's hair, Sungmin waited until the other calmed, He cradled his face in his hands, making Kyuhyun look up at him. He gave him a smile and he wiped the younger's tears -please forgive Hyukjae...sometime he just don't know how to say things- Sungmin explained, giving Kyunhyun a kiss on his cheek traying to confort him as much as he could.


[Soli este era mi secreto(?) LOL] .....[poxita te kerooo ]

He cried even more when he heard this familiar voice.

- Sungmin - He thought while his body started shivering.

-Kyunhyun ah? Kyu look at me

Sungming was holding him tightly and all Kyuhyun could feel was peace, like someone really cared for him.

- I'm sorry for being like this... is just that I can't face all this... and...

-So by the look of this, Hyukjae was right... please forgive Hyukjae...sometime he just don't know how to say things

- It wasn't his fault - said trying to stop his tears - all he did was asking... and it's ok. I'm the one to blame, because I'm weak, I should not cry but... look at me.. I'm pathetic.

A deep silence invated the whole place. Slowly, Kyuhyun looked at Sungmin's eyes and hold both of his hands.

- Can I... can I sleep with you from now on? I told Leeteuk that I don't want to share room with Donghae anymore... can we share our bedroom? I swear I won't bother you... either Hyukkie... Is just that.. I want to be away from him. Please - He asked looking at Sungmin's eyes, while some tears were falling from his eyes


[gah u.u]

-It's my fault. I shouldn't have opened my big mouth. Sorry about that, Donghae...-

DongHae smiled slightly and got up of his site sitting down next to HyukJae.

- It wasn't your fault... You didn't make anything wrong -He caressed softly the hair of HyukJae - KyuHyun will be good with SungMin-

He keep silent, trying to encourage HyukJae and to make him forget that what had happened wasn't his fault. He turned the look aside to the table, trying not to worry for KyuHyun, but still he was continuing feeling guilty for the form in which h said that one to hime.

- The fault is mine ... - he said in a sigh - I should think the things before saying them ...-

Rapidly He realized that HyukJae was looking at him confused, and DongHae only smiled him without importance.

- Forget it, and let's wait that they return ..-


[Short~ ;-; Sorry D: ]

- It wasn't your fault... You didn't make anything wrong. KyuHyun will be good with SungMin-

He let Donghae run his hand through his hair and admittedly, he thought his touch felt nice and comforting. He wanted to smile, but then it dawned on him that Sungmin had gone after Kyuhyun and those two were alone. He closed his eyes and took in a small breath before turning to look at Donghae, but what the younger said something that caught him by surprise.

- The fault is mine ... I should think the things before saying them ... Forget it, and let's wait that they return ..-

What? What did he mean by that...? He was confused because wasn't Hyukjae the one who said things inconsiderably? He shook his head and placed his hand on Donghae's arm.

-Don't be sorry. You have nothing to apologize for.- He realized his hand was on Donghae's arm longer than intended and he moved it away. -Let's just go check on them, okay?-

With that, he stood from their table and went straight to the bathroom with Donghae. They pushed the door open and he thought he saw Sungmin kissing him too close to Kyuhyun's mouth. He felt his blood boil, his fists balling.

-Excuse me.- He said rather loudly, catching their attention -We should go, the food's gone cold.-

-Excuse me.- He heard Hyukjae's voice coming from the door catching his attention -We should go, the food's gone cold.- He looked at Hyukjae, frowning for the way the boy talked. He didn't like the tone, he knew something was wrong. Sungmin looked back at Kyunhyun and gave him a smile before getting out of the bathroom with him.

They returned to their table and in a minute they were finishing their food. He glanced at Kyunhyun who was looking at his plate (playing wih his food) and then a glance to Hyukjae and then at his plate, thinking what Kyunhyun told him in the bathroom.

****Flashback***

- Can I... can I sleep with you from now on? I told Leeteuk that I don't want to share room with Donghae anymore... can we share our bedroom? I swear I won't bother you... either Hyukkie... Is just that.. I want to be away from him. Please -

***End Flashback***

He didn't know what to say, he wanted to help the baby but that means Hyukjae should leave the room beacuse there were just two beds, unless Kyunhyun would sleep in a very uncofortable matress on the floor and that is just too unfair or either to sleep with him in the same bed.

He kept thinking in all those things, trying to find a solution to the problem, he let out a sight, he really wanted to help his dongsaeng but he didn't know how -I need to talk to Teukie hyung" - he thought while he waved his hand to call the waitress to pay the check.

[I'm sooooorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ]